11 months into the year and its time I accept my solitude, and for a while I was afraid to admit I was scared of being alone and not having someone as in a partner or significant other and that’s just because since I was 11 I tried my hardest to get another person to love and accept me. Now at the age of 28, 2 kids, 2 failed relationships with my children’s father’s, and currently in my first full year of being SINGLE again and free I am noticing that as much as I tried to date this year and get to know new people its just not my time. God wants me to practice and embrace solitude with myself, being fully devoted to him, and improving my self-development. For months I have denied it, I have resisted, and I have tried my own ways which did not work. Today I am committing myself to fully embracing and practicing my solitude, what’s for me in due time will come without worry, discomfort, and confusion. Right now its my time to get to know myself more, fully become whole, strengthen my relationship with God, and focus on my well-being.
Ready , Set, Go #FullyFree #solitude #myselfandI #embracingchange #resistance